SADHANA PERIOD
Vardhamana needed no security after becoming an ascetic. With whatever purpose he came, vardhamana began to treat everyone as a welcome visitor. With the resolution his life of spiritual discipline began. To the highest liberation he dedicated himself. In his physical body he no longer interested all kind of calamities brought by God or by human agencies on animals had been borne by him. From the path of Sadhana in no case he deviated.
Of his spiritual strength this was an exhibition. In every man the spirit of spiritual strength is inherent. To enable them to speak out what is needed requires a strong will and a week person will keep them dormant.
From the very beginning Vardhamana knew his will and he had been resolute. He was exerted by his will power. To all kinds of fear a man who is irresolute becomes a prey.
He needs security a man who is afraid of Srmana Vardhamana had shed all his fear and had risen above, his old limitations. To be a testing ground of his courage he took the entire world.
In the body fear remains entrenched. To the body one who attaches no importance is never afraid of anything. Vardhamana became fearless by giving up attachment to the body. For the possessions or possessiveness fear is born of the desire. Vardhamana had assumed an attitude of non-possession and became fearless. When we feel that we have enemies fear takes root in us. Because he assumed an attitude of friendliness towards everyone Vardhamana became fearless.
Leading to infinity he began to traverse the path. What was going to happen to him the next day he never thought of. For food, for shelter and for the inclemency of whether he did not care at all. With the renunciation of his interest in his body all the anxieties disappeared.
He began wandering naked by discarding his clothes. With his practice of spiritual discipline even a month long starvation did not interfere. For him the shades as of the forest trees served as home. In houses which had been abandoned or in sequestered temples he took shelter sometimes.
Vardhamana experienced no difficulty at all in any circumstances what so ever. In the evening he arrived at Karamaragrama having left Ksatriya Kundapara. Near the village in a state of meditation he remained standing. The first day was the day of test for him in this place.
From the farm a farm-boy happened to return to the village. A pair of bullocks was with him when he saw a monk standing near by. He left the bullocks with vardhamana and went away in anticipation that he would look after his bullocks. In a short time the bullocks strayed for away while grazing.
In state of intense meditation Vardhamana was all along lost into the depths of his soul. Nothing was visible as it had grown dark completely. After having milked his cows in the village the farm boy returned and he could not trace his bullocks. He enquired of Vardhamana about them. In search of them he went about getting no reply from Sramana. Till late at night he searched for them but in vain. He fell asleep as he was tired. In the morning he got up early and began his search for the bullocks but in vain again. He found the bullocks standing the near the monk when he was returning to the village. The boy began to feel suspicious about the sramana and he thought him to be a thug. His suspicious was strengthened when the boy noticed the presence of the bullocks in front of Sramana. He thought the sramana kept them hidden last night. The boy was enraged due to the strength of the wrong conviction and rushed towards the monk to strike him with the rope he carried.
Suddenly Nandivardhan arrived at the spot and intervened. He persuaded the farm-boy to go. Then he addressed to Sramana “you had commanded the status of a prince till yesterday. To offend you nobody could dare. In the position of an insignificant man you are wandering door to door. No security arrangement is there for you. It is really pathetic and unbearable. For you let us make security arrangement”.
Sramana Vardhamana replied
“The path of equanimity had been chosen by me deliberately. Willingly I adopted the path of Ahimsa. Hence I do not want any security arrangement. In an egocentric body I am no more and I am firmly introverted in myself. For life anymore I don’t have craving. I am not afraid of death at all. They fear death those who have longing for life. One will never have crave for comforts who has no desire to live. I am one of them. The desire for life is an expression of the desire for comforts. I do not crave to live and I do not need comforts. Pleasure & pain, life & death are same for me. I am perfectly secure and not undefended”.
In a serene voice he continued by saying that life is as natural as death. Fear needs security for life. Hence no fear means no requirement of protection.
On hearing all this Nandivardhan was surprised and stunned. Although he wanted to speak he could not. Cleverly he said “you are a Mahavira”. If you want I can provide you protection.
Sramana replied calmly & quietly as follows.
“From others an Arhat needs no help at all now or never. Through their spiritual exertion they achieve the state of perfect knowledge as well as liberation”.
With this bold declaration Sramana Vardhamana was declared as MAHAVIRA only.
Nandivardhan said- “you are indeed a Mahavira Bhagavan. Your spiritual achievements, your resolution, your constancy, your fearlessness cannot be thought of by us. In the world of give and take we live. Hence we cannot be so indifferent”.
Really Nandivardhan was correct as there was hardly any exaggeration in his gestures. To take any interest in truth the involvements in the world do not allow people at all. With truth the spirituality minded people identify their interest and as a result in worldly affairs they are not interested at all. With a silver spoon in his mouth the image of Bhagavan Mahavira which Nandivardhan had in mind was that of a prince and of course of a brother too in the middle of comforts of the palace. Unknown with no certainty and of a shelter he saw his brother wandering alone. For having abandoned his brother is in difficulties He could not relish the prospect of people criticizing him. In a different world Bhagavan Mahavira lived.
Mahavira found that while an extrovert was bound by external ties an introvert was always free. Within himself he experienced freedom and truth. We lose sight of the existence within when we get attached to the external world. We become free from the worries of the external world. Once we become aborbed in the existence within. This state had been attained by Mahavira already. Hence he did not care a fig for anything including his body life and death. He began to lead the life of a wandering ascetic being absolutely conteneded and carefree.
During the period of their Sadhana most of the Sadhakas like to live at one place only. But Mahavira wandered from place to place contrary to this. That one whose mind is not stable will not be able to concentrate even if he did not wander. A wandering state will have the least effect on him whose mind is fixed on the other hand. Also how can one remain confined to any place who has renounced possessiveness.
To a particular place an aspirant to freedom cannot tie himself. In accordance with the laws of nature, Mahavira had not yet transcended the body and as such its motion was inevitable. He had to move his body although he remained motionless during the greater part of the day and night. Mahavira was not at all an extremist while wandering. Neither motion nor motionlessness absolutely favoured by Mahavira. Between the two he had affected a synthesis.
THERE SHOULD BE EQUALITY AMONG ALL LIVING BEING
During the period of Sadhana mostly Bhagavan Mahavira observed fasting. The period of spiritual discipline commenced in the life of Vardhamana. He took the vow at the very out set that for twelve years he would not take any care of his body He would quietly endure all obstacles suffering and pain inflicted on him by the gods, men and animals. He would entertain nothing, but feelings of forgiveness equality towards his persecutors.
with this resolve, from place to place he wandered practising self-comfort, austerities, continence, forbearance, renunciation, contentment and reflecting on the path of liberation.
All by himself he started from Jnata-Sadhana-Vana and reached village Kummara. He went into meditation with the thought of passing the night there in that place. He broke his fast with the alms received at the house of a Brahmin. He arrived at an Ashram called Duiijjanta after a few month’s wandering through various places on the out skirts of the Morak colony with the intention of staying at one place during the four months of rainy season. The head of this Ashram was a friend of king Siddhartha. But Vardhamana stayed there only a few days and found that the place lacked a peaceful atmosphere. And his stay there might not be pleasant to the Ashramites. Hence he went away to a village called Asthika to pass his CHATURMASYA covering the rainy season. Most of his time Vardhamana observed silence and practised meditation with hard austerities.
With an unflinching firmness he would endure whatever suffering pain or persecution came to him from sources spiritual, heavenly or material. All hatred, shame and fear had been completely conquered by him. He would not be affected in the least by any physical pain however terrible it might be because he had risen beyond all false identification of his self with the body. Neither biting cold nor grilling heat could overpower him.
He would stand on a boulder and meditate under the scorching sun in summer or walk through the sun-baked fields and when the chill gusts blew in winter the ascetics became anxious to find some shelter and clothes or fire to warm themselves, Vardhamana would be meditating in the open air without covering his body. Also he would not even think of any shelter or fire or covering his body at any time.
He would remain absorbed in a constant endeavour to cross the ocean of the world by an extermination of the arch enemy “KARMA” observing a complete equality in regard to help and harm, pleasure and pain, life & death, insult and honour. He stayed at a single place during the four months of every rainy season. He wandered on foot from place to place at other times. Keeping his eyes fixed on the path before him, he walked with quiet steps, lest he should trample any insect underfoot.
He stayed at a vacant or deserted house while travelling wherever he went or in a crematorium or any solitary place. He would be engaging in austerities most of the days in fasting or in meditation. Fixed quantity of dry coarse, or light food obtained by begging had been taken by him while breaking his fast. He would silently pass to another house for fear of being an obstacle to their getting of alms if he saw that any other mendicant or any animal or bird was waiting for food at the very house to which he went for begging.
Vardhamana started from the village Asthika after the expire of the four months of the rainy season. He began to travel various places as usual. He came to a place by name “North VACHALA”. There was the abode of a fierce venomous serpent which had the power of immediately consuming one to ashes by a mere glance at him. People at once asked him not to go further finding him going that way. But he proceeded even after their caution. He reached the hole in which the serpent was staying. At the mouth of the pit he fell into deep meditation and stood still. The serpent rushed out of the hole in rage but was unable to burn him as it was doing to others. Thrice he bit his feet in rage but was astonished to find the lord perfectly unmoved even at its bitings.
Vardhamana addressed the serpent calmly “ ‘O, Chanda Kaushika” “to mend your rough attitude it is not yet too late take heed”. At the Lord’s face the serpent looked up. To its ears the words “Chand kaushik” sounded familiar and set it thinking.
The serpent obtained JATIS-MARANA-JNANA (knowledge of the previous births) by a sudden upheaval of thought that stirred up dormant memories. It remembered its past lives and the misdeeds it had committed. It flung itself at the feet of the lord stung by an overpowering remorse. The serpent heard the spiritual precepts from Vardhamana. From that day the serpent gave up the idea of pursuing the course of violence. It began repenting its misdeeds and lay at the mouth of its hole starving and immobile. The serpent died after fifteen days in great peace and was reborn in heaven.
For fifteen days and even a month Vardhamana sometimes fasted during this period. In the second rainy season he then reached Nalanda and spent there for four months. A young mendicant Mankhali GOSHALAKA, the would be founder of the AJIVIKA sect was then spending the four months period at Nalanda. He became the disciple of Vardhamana impressed by the austerities, contemplation and desirelessness of the latter.
In the company of Goshalaka Vardhamana went to the town of champa and spent there the third rainy season during the course of his journey. Long meditation had been practised by him during this period with much harder austerities like fasting for two months etc.
Practising severe self-discipline and strenuous meditation Vardhamana continued his wandering from place to place. Goshalaka left him in the sixth year his wandering and six months later he rejoined him again.
In the tenth year of Vardhamana’s initiation Goshalaka left him again by proclaiming himself as leader of the AJIVIKA sect and a Tirthankar. Vardhamana was subjected to many inhuman atrocities but he bore them all with a calm mind during this period.
Jain scriptures speak of many gods having attempted by cruel tortures to deflect Mahavira from his path of self-discipline. They are called “upasargas” in Jain terminology those inflicted by god among these tortures and outrages.
A god by name SAMGAMAKA gave him terrible physical pain but failed to disturb him in any way. He began to accompany him on his begging round and contaminated food he would receive as alms. Vardhamana gave up begging quietly and set in deep meditation.
On Vardhamana SAMGAMAKA inflicted unspeakable tortures for six months but failed miserably and fell at his feet. Then begged forgiveness and returned to his own place. At Vrajadham Vardhamana broke his six months fast after the departure of the terrible god.
During his wandering Govt officials took him for a thief and were about to hang him. But the loop of the cord snapped seven times in succession. They were surprised and frightened and at last let him off. He was simply silent in all these cases.
Vardhamana went to kaushambi in the twelfth year of his initiation and took a vow that he would break his fast only when an enslaved princess would offer him boiled pulse from a corner of a window.
Otherwise he would continue his fast as usual. That too the princess should be shaven headed and fettered feet in tears and tired out with three day’s fasting. In Jain terminology this kind of extremely difficult vow is called Abhigraha. After having taken this vow, Vardhamana would go out every day in the streets of the Kushambi and not receiving any alms under condition of his vow, returned to his abode and quietly went into meditation. One day he received some boiled pulse as alms from the hand of Chandana and broke his fast having fasted for five months and twenty five days.
In the house of rich merchant chandana was living as a slave girl, daughter of Dadhivahana the king of Anga. Wandering through many villages and towns Vardhamana left Kaushambi and came to champa where he spent four months of the rainy season in the sacrificial house of a Brahmin named Swatidatta who put him many questions to which Vardhamana replied.
When the four months period was over Vardhamana left Champa.
Then he went wandering to a village called Chhammni and stayed. On the outskirts of it he absorbed in meditation. He went to Madhyama PAWA departing from the village Chhammni. In this way Vardhamana came to be known as MAHAVIRA by an unflinching endurance of all pain torture and persecution with perfect equality of mind. In illuminating and perfuming his soul with an unexampled knowledge, matchless vision, unparallel conduct, simplicity, forbearance and forgiveness freedom silence, contentment, truth, self-discipline and askesis Mahavira passed more than twelve long years.
In the course of his wandering from place to place it reached the thirteenth year of his yogic life through the outskirts of the village called Jambira situated on the bank of the river Rijuvaluka near the temple of a yaksha by name vaijavritta.
“KEVALA JNANA”, the absolute knowledge was attained by Mahavira at last. In the heaven the trumpets of the gods sounded.